I feel blue when I’m sure I like you more than you do
I feel blue when you talk in your language,
I can’t follow the conversation and am sat there
like a stale-old-useless sandwich
I feel blue when we run out of words
and have nothing more to say
“oh let’s Google that by the way....”
I feel blue when I pluck up the courage
to put my arm around you,
which in a few seconds is hastily removed
I feel blue even when I’m next to you
with such a distance,
babe why the resistance?
I feel blue with the unspoken words of what this is,
what do you intend?
I’m struggling with my thoughts,
it’s like I can’t swim and I’ve been thrown into the deep end
I feel blue that I now don’t hear from you,
I’m left wondering what did I do?
I’m not settled,
I can’t move on and yet again,
not found the right one
I feel blue that deep down I know and always knew it’s not you